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I'm an addict, I know it.
I felt it - eyes burning with tears I couldn't afford to let fall as I watched my lover with another woman, watched him drive his passion into her body and watched as Claire's lifeblood went down his throat. I felt it, deep and hard inside like a punch to the gut when he told me that he didn't dare trust himself to bite me, to bleed me because of the horror of the bestial god within him. His words that seared in my memory as Deacon told me that he was unable to trust himself not to let that part of him out upon me while we lay in our bed. ( Read more... )
I felt it - eyes burning with tears I couldn't afford to let fall as I watched my lover with another woman, watched him drive his passion into her body and watched as Claire's lifeblood went down his throat. I felt it, deep and hard inside like a punch to the gut when he told me that he didn't dare trust himself to bite me, to bleed me because of the horror of the bestial god within him. His words that seared in my memory as Deacon told me that he was unable to trust himself not to let that part of him out upon me while we lay in our bed. ( Read more... )
