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Private Journal, Audio Disk 11, Silver Security Encryption in effect.

Why am I doing this? It is insanity. That’s with a big I, by the way. Is it because I feel like I owe him? I owe him nothing. His entrapment was neither my fault, nor was it my doing.

And I keep telling myself that, and I continue to feel guilty, as I have not felt guilty for so many things, so many lives. What’s do different about this one? What the hell is so different that I would risk myself this way? And this is a risk, just as much as any I have ever taken. Does he know that? Does he realize that? What I am daring, just to come to the States, just to see him one last time to make certain that he didn’t lie to spare my feelings; that he truly was as healthy and safe as he had said over the phone? That I’m traveling thousands of miles, just because he told me to meet him? Insane. I must be insane. )

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