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I am Red/Black
I am Red/Black
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I am both selfish and chaotic. I value self-gratification and control; I want to have things my way, preferably now. At best, I'm entertaining and surprising; at worst, I'm hedonistic and violent.

Date: 2010-05-25 07:40 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Wow. This is almost as freakishly accurate as that time I called Miss Cleo.

Date: 2010-05-26 12:38 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Not quite, Hannibal. I don't ever think I've been impulsive or chaotic. The rest of it however? *slow smile*

Date: 2010-05-26 12:53 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Never been impulsive? Met me in Vegas at the drop of a hat. Chaotic? Kinda think helping me escape you boy toys Godly grasp was a little insane...sort of not rational....maybe a little chaotic.

Date: 2010-05-26 12:57 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
... *turns head away* I try not to remember those things. It screws up my 'evil in personification' batting average.

*quietly* And I didn't think you remembered them either, so why go over the past?

Date: 2010-05-26 01:02 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Why would I forget?

I'm sure you never sit down and really think about WHY what you did with Claire or why your being with Frost pisses me off so much.

But, here's a fucking clue. It hurts to know the woman I have seen, that I know, that I care about, is a fucking lie.

Cause I thought she was pretty amazing.

Date: 2010-05-26 01:45 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
And I'm very very certain that if I went around and asked - oh can you please help me, the man I love who just happens to be an evil vampire, has been possessed by something even worse, something that will destroy ALL of mankind - can you please, please give me a hand?

That would have gone over big time. Perhaps I should have made it billboard size and asked everyone. Of course that meant that their idea of cure was to kill Deacon as well, I believe.

Thank you Hannibal. Your continued throwing in my face the few times I tried to do something good, something decent, tried to cut loose - something for someone other than myself? Only confirms that I really shouldn't bother to do it.

Date: 2010-05-26 01:53 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
I would have helped you and you know fancy billboards, just a phone call.

Buuuuut.... let's be honest, it's just me n' you here, doll. You did it, helped cure him because part of him hated you. Had to get rid of it before it got rid of you.

I give you a hand though, made you out to be a pretty big damn hero.

Date: 2010-05-26 01:59 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
No, you wanted him dead. And I warned you away, and you wouldn't go! I told you but you didn't listen!

Damn straight part of him hated me, part of him wanted to kill me. And once it killed me, what do you think would have happened. You think you could have stopped a god then, when the only thing keeping him even partially mortal had died? I Did. Not. want to die.

And I'm not a hero. I'm still Frost's whore, because other than you and Claire? No one knows. And if they did? No one would care. And let's be honest; Claire was more a hero than I was, give her the spotlight. She did it out of love for her fellow man. I did it out of love for my man.


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